Sinking boat

To be honest, my life has felt often like an almost sinking boat lately. On one hand Iam exploring new paths, which give energy and life. On the other hand Iam feeling the cold wind blowing through soaked cloths, tasting the salty water and trying to keep on standing while enormous waves crash into my boat and I have to toss many buckets of water out.

But I still trust in Him, that sleeping man on my boat.

Referring to Mark 4, the Bible

Dominant black

The lies and false accusations are intense bitter and in combination with misused law a poisonous brew.
Today I drank a glass full.

While it seems to be impossible to ‘add some colour’ to this shade of black, I sense Your presence gently in me and strengthening my back.

Thank you...

picture: Court of justice, Arnhem, the building which I visited today.

My friend

While my life is so hard at the moment
and I am in circumstances of despair
While it feels like my soul is bound to the ground

I don't have to say anything, cause you hear my thoughts
I don't have to search for you, cause when I turn around, I realise you were already there
And while my dreams are scattered,
you are dreaming for me